OK, I did it. I went back to WW this evening AND I paid for 6 months straight up. I figured that if I only paid for 5 weeks, that after that time I'd try to do it on my own, and I already know how well that works. The weigh-in was worse than I had feared, and I was absolutely shocked. I'm still in shock. I am 15 lbs heavier than when I got married, and I needed to lose weight then. So, the horrifying news is that I NOW need to lose 40lbs! Christ! What the hell have I done to myself???
I was looking through old photographs last night and found some pictures of myself when I was 40lbs lighter. The strange thing is, is that I have always thought I was fat, even when I wasn't. If I dare to say it, I was cute back then. And now I'm not. But, I will be again!
Even though I officially start the FlexPlan tomorrow, I was really good today and was careful with what I ate. I drank 4 glasses of water, which is 4 more than I usually drink.
No excercise, but I DID sign out a Yoga DVD from the library.
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